7th Oct 2014

Time flies...


很容易迷失
很容易忘记
很容易牢记

如果
人生拥有reset,这个按扭
人生,会是怎样?
应该,
人生会失去意义
人生会失去价值
因为经不起考验
就没资格去享受失败
更没资格去拥有成功

现在的情况
就好比大学大二,第一个学期一样
无论在心智,心理,实际,实为
都一团糟

是时候了
醒醒
振作起来
我,最多只能做到这样吗?
要坚持自己得信念
我,一定可以杀出一条血路
创造出我的信念

28th sept 2014

Time flies...

Today is 28th day of 9th month in 2014
Just too fast
Flashing back everything
It just like happened on yesterday only
In fact, it's already 3 months time

2 days ago, she ended her summer breaks
And went back to Plymouth
To continue on her final year of master
Sent her a simple blessing message on the night before she take her flight
Really hope that
She could do better in her final years
Could cope well in her project.

So, what next?
At the age of 25
Is this the most I could do?
工作麻醉的了孤单?
盲目工作,也太危险了

得想想办法
想出一个可以封顶的血路

28th August 2014

Time flies....

Is another 28th
Is supposingly shall be our 2nd month
Just that...
It did not hold up to this moment
Perhaps
She did a very right choice and decision at that moment?
Maybe Yes?  Maybe no?
In less than a month time, she will be back to UK to continue her final year.
Unwittingly, time flies
And changes is the constant

Feel great that I am back alive
Feeling calm, rationalised my brain wave
Start to sharpen my focus
Must take my move
No matter how ambitious am I
No matter how great thinking am I
A huge number times with zero is still zero

24th August 2014

Time flies...

Unwittingly, is going to be the end of August 2014
Went through a roller coaster period of my life since the month of Feb 2014
There are uphill moments
There are downhill moments
Frankly speaking, almost beaten down by all of these...

Start to realize
Everything started with a master plan
And throughout the progress of execution towards the master plan
It may not go with what we initial thought of
It has to be included a lot a lot a lot of known factors and unknown factors
These unknown factors cant be avoid
And is very highly unknown
because it could screw up everything thing
However, these unknown factors can be minimize
By including more known factors into consideration
And by going through all of theses
will increase the depth of these known factors
This, regards as EXPERIENCES

Bad habits, will slowly protruding into us
And the speed of protrusion will be increase inversely proportionate to the strength of our mentality
No doubt, during the downhill moments, we do required a lot a lot of supports from our closest members
Such as family members and friends
Sadly to said
I am just to alone
Perhaps, this is my strengths and/or can be my weakness

Fortunately, I founded myself BACK again!
A better me
After gone through these momentssss
Aint going to end, and perhaps never
Keep going
Keep believe to yourself
Keep gaining
Keep stronger and stronger
I surely can do it

At the age of 25
Is TIME
Is TIME
Is TIME
Create my own era
I am the guy, who can create something out of nothing
Create something big
Create something real big
Create something real super BIG

4th August 2014

Time flies...

内心的挣扎
是乎都需靠'忙'
去麻醉自己
一开始
几乎都预计错了
还没开始前,
原以为自己可以撑的住
没想过
杀伤力,远远超越我想象的你

要不
接受我
要不
拒绝我
得到的
却是个
先接受,后拒绝
妳的心里
我真的像不透 =X

又会是一个想念妳的夜

28th July 2014

Time fliess..

Happy Raya Aidifiltri
As usual, a 2 days holidays for all the malaysian.
Back from random melaka trips
And I thought I could feel better
Yet, no improvement when compared with that of previous days

28th
Its suppose to be a remarkable date for me and maybe her
Yet all the good memories did not happen
And it turn out to be an adverse version of my good and sweet dream
I touched her heart and did not touch her heart
Perhaps, everything is just a dream between me and her..
Frankly speaking, I am thinking of her every day and night
More time needed to fade out everything?
I really have no idea...
Is it I really couldn't do anything to get everything right on track?

Kinda not very smooth in this 2-3 months
Works delaying
My house delaying
My Project 02 delaying
Feeling shits

Wake up
Wake up
你,最多可以做到这样吗?

19th July 2014

Time fliesss..

Coming to the end of mid of month of 7th in 2014.
Real fast...

Left the one little corner, letting me to express myself to myself
No doubt and never doubt
One of most down moment at this moment
Even more down compared with that of previously, seriously... =X
Just when I thought, everyone thought that the fairy tale is starting and going to continue on
It stopped nowhere out of sudden

Knowing the truth inside her heart
Perhaps, I do only exist in her virtual world
Whereas in the real world, I'm just an excess to her, a real excess
Until I just cant say any word out of it.

You are saying that you believe that the happy life is always do what you like
But to be honest, I don't really feel that you are having a happy life as you thought of and desired for
You are living in a virtual world, that you keep evading problems, creating some fakes situation to yourself
And to making yourself believe that your world is a beautiful world.
You probably can go to do whatever you wanted to do
Without caring on anything,
Be sincere and ask yourself: are you very happy?
I just cant feel that you are happy with your life despite you keep telling me that you are happy
It just an imaginary that created by you to make yourself happy
I wouldn't tell this to you
Because who am I to you?

Don't worry, I wont hate you despite after all
I still making you as my friend
Not because of I like you
But is because of I'm Ooi Yuan

路人甲的使命
Mission completed
Live on
Live on
Live on
Time is running and is fast
Don't waste time

25th April 2014

Time flies..

Is been long long long long time since the last I post anything at here.
Pheww..
Terribly busy schedule i having since stepping into year 2014

Diversifying into multiple roles:
Starting from normal fresh graduate in July 2012
Slowly developing and shaping until up to date
From C&S Engineer & draughtperson (the most basic role),
to senior, project manager, architect, SO, son, grandson.......
and sometime 路人甲
lol...
Of course,
it may seems tiring
but its quite challenging and fun
as I get to learn and learn and learn as much as I could
Stay strong
Get stronger
Be strongest!

Is 25th april, 20-day after my 25th birthday
Just wondering where is my postcard?
Sent by an future architect, from Plymouth, UK
Quite surprising.. lol..
And Thanks for the surprise. =)

Tomorrow shall be the day of 8 day 8 night trips to taiwan with my uni mates.
Is going to be another great trip after the last we had in 2 years back.
lol.Safe flight and safe trip

23rd Feb 2014

Time flies...

Here come the last section of February in 2014,
Time just flies sooooooooooo fast...
Following are some quick updates and summaries for myself.

A lot of thing to be done
Particular in this year, My golden year
If i were to pass my upcoming month as per what I gone through in my first two months
Then i strongly believe,
I will just remained at my current position in next year

Workload from workplace are increasing drastically
And showing no signage of slowing down
And this consumed large portion of my daily life
No doubt, I should hardworking, hardworking and hardworking at this moment
Somehow, I realized and I asked myself: am I heading the right direction to achieve my goals?
I reach to a point, where I believe I still in the right direction to achieve my goals, but I yet to activate the main key to achieve my goal. At this moment, I still lack of some ingredients to cook out the goal. I would need to allocate some time to find the ingredient and cook out my main dish.

Something is going on without my knowledge?
I have no idea. Will just stay tuned until the right time to know the untold.
Not sure whether is a curse or what, or rather it is a typical characteristic
A Thousand Years

26th January 2014

Time fliess...

Countdown 4 days to CNY 2014
Talking on my works
Is pleased that all the works are inline with my targeted schedule
Expecting to free myself from its before CNY. =)

Oxymoron
Its seems that this is the nature behaviour of every human?
Not sure of it, But I have seen alot
Time to be calm
And start to think deeply
Than putting myself rushy and bang into deep shit

Why design a corbel when I could one beam and solve the problem?
Why raft foundation when beam + pad footing could solve the problem?
Signage of too rushy, putting myself into big round
Rather than Keep it simple stupid (KISS) ?

As mentioned, this shall be my year
Shall design a system to myself
Where this system shall be the leader to lead myself to my path
Time other than working time shall be the golden time for me
Gambateh!

20th Jan 2014

Time flies...

Finally,
Made the decision on last Saturday
Decided to give some financial support to 2nd UTAR Build and Break Competition 2014
Its not really the matter on the amount or money,
but is the matter on how its could be utilized and the effects.
As stated: inheritance of the will
UTAR Build and Break Competition Funds
The funds, which established by CI 08
With the objective of encouraging the juniors to organize more event in the campus compound
And to develop their interest on developing soft skill, problem modelling and solving and stimulate unsupervised learning culture
And now the funds starting to yield its objectives.
Bagus.

Macam mana macam mana macam mana
Hari kian hari\
Perasaan ini terus menghantui fikiran saya
lol
Apakah situasi yang sebenar buat masa ini?
5566...

16th Jan 2013

Time flies..

Coming to the end of working day for this week
As tomorrow is Thaipusam day, which is p.holiday for selected states
So today is bonus giving day
Little bit surprise to my bonus
Or, on the other hand
I shall said
All my hard works are being recognized and appreciated by company
Nevertheless, I shall continue to improve myself
Particularly on my weakness/strength

Frankly speaking,
My mind is in mess to certain extent
Which sometime I may try to neglect/avoid its
What will I be at the age of 25?
As compared with last year
I could foresee that I will have more time
Particular during weekend
As I spent most of my weekend for last year in my MIF
Since I have done with my MIF, I shall have more time
Which I'm able to allocate for..

As for this year, the age of 25
I certainly wish to have something more challenging and meaningful in my life
Always believe on myself
Be confident
Know what I'm doing
Do the right thing at right time
I shall believe this year will be a wonderful and marvelous year as ever. =)

14th Jan 2014

Time fliess...

CNY is reaching in about 2 weeks time
Hopefully the bads will end at here
And herewith after will be the starting of the GOODss

Nephew is warded due to Epilepsy (Sawan)
Really hopefully he will be fine and as cheerful and active as before. 

Finally obtained the land title
Despite is a temporary one
Submission still can be done at this moment
While waiting for the final title

Been thinking the words of my buddy, Lek Mon
Since the day he told me 
About the secret.
Is clueless on how should I react to the secret.
Despite we never contact since D-Day
Is been one year +

No doubt...
Am i ever forgot about her?
The answer shall be no
Am i ever miss her?
The answer shall be yes
How I wish this relationship can be more simplified
Or perhaps a more complicated will actually add more colours to our life?
A very good question for myself to end my day for now..

2014

Time flies..

Here come the year of 2014/25

Year 2013
A year which comprises of up and down
and that is life right

In year 2013,
I mainly focus on 2 thing: my study and my works

Thankfully, I managed to gaodim my Master in Finance at the end of 2013
And right now I am master in finance? lol
Long way to go.
Shall wait for my convocation in coming May. =)

Whereas for my works.
Slow and slow
Rising and emerging in very fast pace. lol
Still got much to learn
Particularly in term of communication and dealing with people such as authority
I shall be more firm and confident
Shall tend to say no rather than keep say ok.. LOL
And again
Time flies..
This year shall be the 2nd year of my working life, since my graduation
Nevertheless, my career still in very positive pathway
Somehow, I shall achieve a breakthrough in my career, in this Year!

Is time to go for a relaxing trip
To relax and breakthrough my mind

First priority and to do list in Year 2014 shall be design and build my House
Never know that
I can have the opportunity to meroboh and membina semula my house..
I know I will have the opportunity, just that, it came quite early.. lol
3 Storey Semi-D concept bungalow
This shall be my first meroboh and membina
And i shall have more and more of this kind of opportunities..
And it will keep going, keep keep going
Nevertheless, still got much more to do for the first time
Architectural, Interior Design, Structural Design, M&E, Planner, Surveyor and etc...
Gambateh!

Second Priority and to do list in Year 2014 shall be start my investment in finance
I always believe one shall have the basic knowledge of economic and finance
Because that shall be the roots of operation of the world in this modern era since the born of the world.
I strongly believe that with the combination of my interest + my knowledge + the ease of getting information from all around the world,
I could create huge impact from here.
Hence, start to relish it in this Golden Horse Year.

THIS YEAR SHALL BE MY YEAR
AND SHALL BE THE BEST EVER THAN BEFORE.