28th April 2010

昨天
做出了一个决定
决定了,结束我跟她的爱情

太唐突了
使到我有点接受不了这个残酷的事实

伤心吗?
难免会有
虽然只有短短的3个月
但是,我们投入的,都是我们的真感情
感情被伤了,心里当然不好受

一段成功的感情,有两个赢家
一段失败的感情,有两个输家
所以,一段感情里,双方都有责任
没有说谁对谁错

命中有时终须有
命中无是莫强求
可能吧
我跟她只有朋友的缘分
没有再进一步的缘分了

原来
要删除记忆是很痛苦的
很舍不得
但是,要放手的,终须还是要放手

我要感谢我的朋友,我的兄弟
感激你们
安慰我,关心我
原来我不是孤独的
我还有一班超棒超棒的朋友
我爱死你们了...*muackss*....XD

我也要对我的兄弟道歉
这段时期
冷落了你们
对不起!!!
我可以join onward family吗?

变回单身了
轻松点了
自由了

可以更加专注我的学业
拜五拜六可以去mamak喝茶,看球,打球
礼拜早上可以去打球

我的心呢
也需要一些时间来调理
但我不怕我不能起身
因为我有一班超棒超棒的朋友和兄弟
扶持我

23rd April 2010

Everything..........

Please go smoothly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please go like what I had aspect!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

22nd April 2010

Today is thursday
10 days away from my first paper

I'm very guai
Preparing my exam
But feel like nothing go into my mind

Why everything can't go smoothly!!!!
WHY!!!

Wanted to go a silent place
With nobody around me
So that I can scream out loudly

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wish everything will go fine from this moment onward

Go Fine
Go Fine
Go Fine

男人的心态

今天下午
blog的世界里面走走
发现了这个post:


关于爱情的文章想必大家都看了不少吧??
大家试回想看看,有没有发觉到大多数的文章都是站在女孩的角度,告诉女生:你身边的男友是不是有做文章里所要求的呢?如果有,那就是百分百的好男人,如果没有,男人就会被女生埋怨了~
但大家有没有发觉,没有一篇文章是站在男生角度去告诉女生:要做个怎样的女朋友才称得起配有一个百分百的好男人...

今天,本小姐身为一个小小女人,要为男生说出藏在他们心里,而从来女生都不会知道的秘密~
开始,为大家讲讲一个小故事先:

一对小情侣,刚刚开始时,很开心~
男生万般的宠爱着他那深爱的女友宝贝...
什么都是yes,没有no...
也可以做了好男人该做的事,甚至连扫地、洗衣什么都做齐了~
女友被男生这样宠着,乐透了咯~就算是女生犯错,男生也愿意低头认错...(这也就是所谓爱情文章里常常会出现的,也是最无理的一个好男人条件)..
渐渐的,女生越来越大女人了~
什么事,男生都得听她的, 不听就打、骂...
最后,男生选择了放手离开~
虽然依然深爱这女生,但是他不愿意与女生走下去,除非女生肯改过~

女生们,你们常常都会要求男生这样那样,就算自己错了,发脾气了,最后非要男生苦苦哀求,苦苦哄,你们才肯善罢甘休...(别说自己不是,因为10个女生,10个都是)

男生,他们也是血肉之躯,有感情,有感觉的动物~
他们的感情也是很丰富的~
当你做错事、你和他吵架了,他也是伤心,他的心也是在哭泣~
他也希望做错事的你,能哄哄他,就像他哄你般,
如果做不到,哪怕一句对不起,他都会乐得疯掉~

感情不是当方面的~
而是双方的~

我记得:刚男友开始时,我也是爱发脾气,什么事都要他来哄~不哄就发更大的脾气~
当然刚开始,他也很有劲力去哄,但最后,不到一个月,他要求分手~
虽然复合,但是我还是不知悔改,继续一样的pattern...
有天,他发脾气,我也跟着发脾气,结果他说了一句:
宝贝,可不可以让我发下脾气呢??
这时,我才知道,男人有时也想能想我们女生发发脾气,让自己深爱的人哄哄~有时他们还真的会像小孩一样,跟你闹闹别扭,只不过希望你能摸摸他的脸颊、头发,哄哄他~

有时,他大男人时,你就小女人点,让他保护你~(因为他认为他能帮到你)
当他想当个小男人时,你就来扮演下大女人,因为妈妈不在身边,想感觉下妈妈的温暖,就会开始像小孩一样,向你撒撒娇、闹闹别扭~

一个懂的体谅、了解男友、不乱发脾气、还有能做到百分百好男生所需要为女友做的(大家都知道是什么事)的女生,才能拥有个真正百分百好男人~
要与你深爱的男生手牵着手走在生命的最后一秒,不是他迁就你、他宠你,你们就能白头到老~
而是两方互相迁就、体谅、了解、沟通,才能走到最后~

还有不要轻易说出“分手”两个字~
因为说出来,是挽不回的~
就算挽得回,感情也不再那么的好,心中依然有个刺史怎样拔也拔不走的~

天下的女生,如果你遇见了百分百的好男人,想留住他,那改改你们的坏脾气吧~~
祝天下有情人终成眷属~

18th April 2010

Today is 18th April
15 days away from my first exam
which my first paper will be held on 3rd May

Still got time for my preparation
But will it be enough?
Duno yet
Hope it is more than enough

Yesterday didn't touch my note at all...=(
This is definitely no good
I should be more determine

To: Ooi Yuan

Go study,
Prepare well for the final
Manage your time wisely
Don't waste a second anymore
Don't procrastinate anymore
Fully utilize your time
Increase your brain efficiency
Always remember the lesson from Y1S2
Gambateh!!!
Your target of this semester: maintain your result, improve your result,
I know Maybe U can do it

From:
Myself

Yea..maybe I can

14th April 2010

Today is wednesday
This morning I took my last test for this semester, Structural Analysis II
Did very well on that test..

And finally...
After 13 weeks
All My tests and my assignments were done!!

Can start my preparation for final ad
which will be start 2 weeks from now

Suddenly so confident on myself
Maybe can maintain my result
Maybe can even obtain better result

Gambateh!!
Hardworking will pay back good/excellent result!!

12th April 2010

Today is monday
Week 13 of my Y2S2
half month to go, before my final come

This semester I just too slack compare to previous semester
Haven prepare anything for final
Still blur blur-ing

Tomorrow still got my last presentation
Wednesday still got my last test
Haven prepare as well...-.-"

I should start study and make preparation from now onward

So, must study right now...haha...

My 21st


5th April
Is the day
Which I turn into 21

I had my 21st birthday celebration

It was organized by my friends/heng tai on 3rd April
This celebration not only celebrate my birthday, but also celebrate another 3 sao sing kong in April:
-4th April: mimi aka Jason Loke
-5th April: Me, Ooi Yuan
-7th April: lizard aka Kok Beng
-14th April: Sau Sau aka Hsien Waey

We had steamboat buffet at 好旺角火鍋自助餐/Lucky Hotpot Buffet Steamboat (http://www.luckyhotpot.com/)
The shop is located at Bukit Tinggi, right behind Giant Hypermarket.
Thank You..my friends/heng tai for the celebration...


Teppanyaki Hotplate Steamboat


The Birthday Cake


Sau Sing Kongssss
(from left: Me, Mimi, Lizard, Sau Sau).
So coincident, the shirt colour we wore is green, black, green, black



Blowing the birthday cake


Together we cut...the cake


4th April: Mimi aka Jason


5th April: Me, Ooi Yuan


7th April: Lizard aka Kok Beng


14th April: Sau Sau aka Hsien Waey


Onward family members
(from left: mimi, white puppy aka Che How, god car aka Malaysia Guan Wei, Sau Sau)



Friendship Forever...
(from left: mimi, white puppy, Sau Sau)



Friendship Forever...(from left: Yao Wei, me, Sau Sau)


Couple of the night...(Sau Sau & Lam Lam)


Friendship Forever...
(Sitting Down (from left): Yao wei, Lizard)
(Standing (from left): Chio Putt aka Wai Yee, Me, Mimi, White Puppy, Sau Sau)


Happy Onward Family!!!
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