谢谢,老师

最近
有点慌
有点不知所措
完全迷失了
想逃出这个谜团
但是,无论怎样,还是逃不出来

就在这时候
老师出现了
您伸出了一只手给我,把我拉出谜团
您又用了另一只手,很努力的把我的谜团拨走

老师,您讲得对
我们要做的事情实在太多了
所以我们要分清楚每件事情的轻与重
先做重要的事情,再做没要紧的事
年轻人,有梦想,是对的
但是,如果每天只梦只想
而不去努力争取,努力奋斗
那么就大错特错了

重要的事情我没去做
不重要的事情我天天在想怎样做
但是想了又不做
到最后把自己搞得迷失了

谢谢您,老师
您对我的恩
我只能以我对您许下的承诺
一一实现
再来报答您

Justice

Shock..Shock..Shock..
Kethes sister birthday present, new C902 went missing in his house..
Shock..Shock..shock..

Who took it?
As long as yesterday who went in the house, they are automatically became suspect..
So, 6 people in the suspect list: 5 housemate and girlfriend..

Is really tough..
This is the tough time for Kethes..
Because the friendship, love and trust between kethes and his housemate and girlfriend are being testing..
As an outsider, I have nothing to said about it..
But as an friend, I will alway support you..correct you if you do mistake..

The only advise to you is don't blinded by friendship, history, love and whatsoever..
Open your mind, open your heart, open your eye..
Seek the justice...
Else you will regret for any wrong decision..

Sometime you think is a loss..but actually is a gain..
Sometime you think is a gain..but actually is a loss..

Is Time

This problem is dragging me for a long period..
Everyday it haunting me...
Every night it haunting me..

Everyday I trying to think the best solution..
Everyday I trying to seek for best solution..
So..
What is best solution?
Best solution is the solution I like?
Best solution is the solution other people like?
Best solution is the solution both party like?
Best solution,does it exit in this world?

I should not be a coward..Keep on find reason to cover my coward..
I should be brave..I should be confidence..

I think is time for me to solve this problem..
No matter what is the result..
Use my brave to accept the failure..
use my confidence to rebuild myself..

LET GO!!

不再有温馨的七夕节了:(

Today I am going to write my first mandarin post..why? Because I prefer this post to be written in mandarin..If you don't understand chinese or mandarin, you can goto the language translator on the right hand side of my blog, below the search column.

今天,是七月初七,也就是七夕节,也就是所谓中国的情人节
只有这一天,牛郎和织女才可以相见一天

七夕节,对我而言,是一个很有意义的一天
每年我都很期待七夕节的到来
wah,我很多情吗?每年都在等待七夕节
如果你这样想的话就错了
七夕节,对我来说是家庭日

每年的今天,
阿公,爸爸,妈妈,伯伯,叔叔,姑姑,堂哥,堂姐,堂妹,表姐,表妹,我,哥哥,弟弟,妹妹们
都会去叔公的家
膜拜从中国请回来的牛郎
膜拜过后,大家都会坐在一起
一边吃沙爹,一边有说有笑
当然,小孩们就会聚在一起玩

但是,这个温馨的气氛已成为我的脑海中的美好回忆
因为小孩们都长大
各有各自的节目
有的去读大学了
有的觉得很闷,不想来
渐渐的,温馨的七夕节少了很多乐趣
因为堂哥,堂姐,堂妹,表姐,表妹都不来了
因为阿公不在了
再也找不回以前的感觉和气氛了

阿公,对不起
小时候,我还是小孩
我闯了一个很大很大很大的祸
差一点害到伯伯家变
谢谢你间接中维护我
不然,事情可能闹得不堪设想

我承认,小时候我很顽皮
但是,其实,我只能讲的是
在这件事,我是间接中吃了死猫
小时候,什么都不懂,所以没有为自己辩论
当然,如果现在再辩论那件事
而再搞到家变
我宁愿永远保护这个秘密
成为这个事情的千古罪人

再见了
温馨的七夕节..


:(

Me or Other?

Yesterday I saw something during the CI gathering...I saw my original future 2 years...After went home...I used very long time to think bout my future 2 years..

According to my original future 2 years, my life should be very happy...But now my future 2 years changed since last month ago...just that I don't have much time to think bout it until yesterday I saw it..

Should I happy or sad if what I saw is not my future 2 years life? Initially my answer was YES, I will be sad...

But after thinking and thinking and thinking....

My original future 2 years life, should be happy, but it is not create by me..is other people who create my original future 2 years life.. Now, the original future 2 years changed into original future x-year (where x=1,2,3,4,....)...

Instead of hoping other people to create my future, why don't I create the future myself..I should be happy because I can create my future instead on relying on other people..

Can I did it? Can I? Can I?
Maybe I can
I should believe in myself..

AH KONG...teach me how to walk my life journey...I very miss you...is been more than 3 years you leave us.........

Happy Ending

Yeah!! Is the end of the test for this semester after finish the last test, Survey II..
Now left one last practical report, GPS survey to finish up which need to pass up on Thursday..

After survey test, my classmate and I went to Kedai Talipon and celebrate...But not all my classmate went..only 18 of us..

Kedai Talipon? What can we do at there? Something to do with telephone? How can we celebrate some event with telephone?

Haha..actually Kedai Talipon is a buffet steamboat shop..beside buffet steamboat, we also can grill the food...Kedai Talipon offer variety of choice which include... satay chicken, 'char siew', lamb chop, 'bar gua', sosej, prawn, crab, fishball, fruit, jelly, sushi, ice-cream and etc....

All the food is very nice especially the SATAY CHICKEN...superb..brilliant..

With RM21.80++ for adult, you can enjoy all the food..I think the price is quite worthy...


This is our group photo...

Haha..enjoy a little bit of happiness before enter the final stage of this semester..Final Exam..

Work Hard!!

I am lost, where is the exit?

Haiz..whyyyyy! I am lost in the deep forest, cant find a way out from the deep forest..

4 years ago, I entered the forest. Now, I am lost in the deep forest for almost 4 years.. During this 4 years time, I haven make any move in searching the other exit..
Because I am waiting the current exit..

I got the map, I got the compass..
Everytime I make a move, and thought the exit is very near..
But something will stop me to continue move forward..
I am scare..
I am scare not because I scare of the forest..
I am scare because I scare failure.....

I want to get out from the forest, but I hate myself for being so useless, so coward..

I am uselesssssssssssssssssssss...
I am cowarddddddddddddddddddddd...
A useless and coward guy who not dare to make any move and rather continue get lost in the forest and suffer..

As the time continue, the forest continue to grow deeper and deeper..
I know I left little time only..
Before the current exit disappear..
The forest will not stop growing just because of me..

Do I have the braveness to continue this journey?
Do I have the braveness to cope with the failure?

When will I reach the exit?
Or will I die in this forest?

The answer is..
ALL ON MYSELF!!

July

Yo..today is 1st July..?!?
Huh??..today not 20th August? How come is 1st July..
hehe...
Correct lah..nothing wrong..today is 1st July in Chinese calender..
Seventh Month(七月) is very famous month in chinese calender..
Because...the hell door will be open for 1 month..
All the 'friend-friend' will be release from hell...
They are allow to come to this world..
And they have the right to do whatever they like...

Haha..so, this month I need to stay at home during night until next month..
Must go back home before 7pm..
This is to prevent any unwanted incident happen..
Or be the target of 'friend-friend'..
Or to be my parent membebel victim..
I am not superstitious, but I am believe..

Normally the hell door will open on 1st July..
But for this year..all the 'friend-friend' can come to our world as early as on 26th June(16th August), few days before the official date, 1st July..

This is because there is an extra month(闰月) in this year chinese calender..
In ancient time, 1 year consist of 12 months..
But when there is an extra month(润月) in that particular year..
The hell door will open few days earlier before 1st July..
Furthermore, a year which does not have 12months will be a bad year or call 不详年..
That particular year will have more disaster or tragedy compare to normal year..

True? Not true?
Again, I am not superstitious..but I am believe..
Because some incident is really unbelievable and can't explain by any explanation..

Facebook

Facebook, is a world wide known social website..
Almost every youngster, teenager and adult also own an account in facebook

Facebook is interesting, is heaven..
You can upload photo and share with other, comment people photo, make friend, play games, take quiz, comment quiz and etc.....

Wah..I talk until facebook so interesting, so syiok..
So if you ask me do I own an account in facebook..?
I going to surprise you by the answer: "NO!!, ilek!!, wa boh!!, 我没有!!..

Even today in the class, my senior surprised:"huh, you don't have facebook? walao, you living in which decade.. "
All my friends keep on ask me to open a facebook account..
But until now I still refuse to open...
then they said they will open an account for me, then they pass the password to me..
Haha..too bad, I won't verify the mail verification..haha...
You can't force me unless something important happen... :P

Facebook is too interesting and is very addictive...
Most of the people open facebook because of this reasons..
But this is the main reason I doesn't want to open a facebook..
Brave to open a facebook now and regret in the future...
Heaven can transform into hell in anytime..

To all my friend who are active in facebook,
take this challenge before ask me to open a facebook: don't sign in your facebook in 1 month time..
If you pass the challenge, I straight away open a facebook account..


I will open a facebook account, but definitely is not now unless somebody pass the challenge...

Something more important is waiting me to do rather than use some free time in facebook...

Welcome to anybody who wish to take up the challenge.. :D

Night....

Surprise.

haha...SURPRISE!!!!!!
Ya!! I changed my blog skin...
I changed this creative and beautiful and nice skin...
Special thankss to Wordpress Template and then converted by Falcon Hive..
If you plan to change your blog skin, you may goto www.falconhive.com..
You can find a lot of beautiful and creative blog skin..

Actually I plan to change my blog skin during my sem break..
Because a lot of time needed to put back all my blog feature..
And I need to edit the html code..

But I changed it today..
This is because my friend keep on complain to me that they can't post comment in my blog...
I also duno why..but everytime I can post comment in my own blog..
If only 1 people can't post comment, then maybe is user problem..
But got too many friend can't post it..so is user problem again??
Haha..

So I thought I edited the previous blog skin html code too much, so some error occur in the code..
Therefore, I changed the blog skin today..
This time my friend confirm can leave comment ad..
Not because I changed my blog skin..
Is because I close the comment 'word verification'...
Cheww...found this out when I wanted to sleep after changed my blog skin and install the blog feature..

So, to all my friend, you can leave the comment without having the 'word verification' which is the problem before this..
haha..so..leave more comments..but don spam lah..

I love the new blog skin so much..
But I not satisfy with the 'search' function..
So, I think I need more time to crack and edit the 'search'..

Fun with Egg X 2

Haha..unexpected.I played egg, not once but twice in a week..

The first time I play the egg in this week was yesterday..
Yesterday was the save the egg competition organized by Utar Engineering Society..
The competition is start at 2.30pm.
But during 2-3.30pm, I have a seminar..
So, my group which consist of me, kethes and garrett skip the seminar after we sign the attendance..we not so bad lah..because we stay at the seminar until 2.45pm..
Then we are late for the competition..By the time we reached, the competition left 15minutes only..
We are given 3 pieces of A4 paper, 1 egg, 1 string, 1 celofon tape and 2 stone.

Because we did not prepare any idea before the tournament and we left little time..
So, we simply come out with this design


We plan like this:
1. The designed structure fall down straight. Then we increase the strength of the base to support the momentum.
2. After the designed structure hit the ground, the "T" in x-axis and y-axis will prevent the egg hit the ground when the structure fell to side.

Our design is brilliant??
But the incident happened was more brilliant!!!

When the egg structure was released from my hand at level 2 building, the egg fell exactly like what we expect..
But when the egg reached the level 1..
The egg structure turn 180 degrees...
Oopps..the egg is on top of the designed structure
and the top of the design is protectionless..
Then the egg landed directly to the ground without any protection..
The egg break..and a nice breaking sound.."PIAK"
The egg yolk and egg white split out beautifully...
I and Jerard laugh till my tears also came out, my stomach also pain..

As a future Civil Engineer, I have nothing to said or comment about our design..
This is the first time we join this kind of competition..
Is a good try and we gained experience and we enjoy it..

Three future Civil Engineer who failed successfully: Kethes, Garrett and Me

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Then today is the second time I play with the egg..
Today we need to do structural analysis assignment on the spot in the class..
The theme also egg. But this time is different with yesterday save the egg competition..
Today we are going to build a structure which has minimum height of 30cm and can hold the egg for at least 1 minutes..
The material we used were straw and celofon tape only..
My group consist of me, garrett again, kok tong, soon haw, loon seng and alex..
We successfully built the tallest structure in the class with the height about 127cm..
But actually we can build higher, just that time is the factor..
(I will post the video and photo once I got it from my lecturer, Mr.Tan

Kethes was in other group..and he continued yesterday success..
the egg in his group break..
But not because of structure failure..
Is because he and boon kang play with the egg..
Hahahaha..

Full of fun with egg in this week..

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Today is one of my best friend, Lek Mon birthday..
Haha..I remember ad since last few days ago..
But today I almost forgot his birthday due to to much fun with egg..
Then I feel some weird feeling when I see the date: 13th August..
Then only I remember back today is his birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Wish you all the best in your study
Don't become "budak kaca" anymore

11 August 2009

Time past very fast..
This week is week 11 for my Y2S1 degree..
My first final exam will be held exactly 1 month from now..
This mean my Y2S1 going to end very soon..

Actually tomorrow I supposingly have save the egg competition and fluid test..
The fluid test is still continue on..
But too bad for the save the egg competition..
Today my structural analysis lecturer, Mr. Tan inform all the CI student MUST attend a seminar which also will be held tomorrow, same time with the save egg competition..
The save the egg competition is about we are give some material and we need to build a structure that can support an egg which drop from 3 level building to the ground..
It is so interesting..because it really test our creative, teamwork, and skill..

Arrghh....which one to go? Save the egg? Go to seminar?
Can I cut myself into two part? But I can't confirm I still can join both event or not after I cut myself..XD
But I think most probaly I will go to the more important event, the seminar..
I think tomorrow only see how the thing going on..

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Ashame...ashame..ashame...to myself
Especially after I login into Utar Portal..
Because I am too boring..so I simply click anything in Utar Portal..
Then I found out we can check the student who are in President list or Dean list for every course..
Then...I check..
And I SAWWWWWW.... two familiar name in Dean list..
Really ashame myself...

Everyday play, play, play..
Everytime procrastinate my revision, my assignment, my homework, my report..

But I feel relief..
Because all of this is my history now..
As I learned from previous semester..
This semester I change 365 degrees..

This semester, I think I maybe can beat xxx and yyy..
XXX and YYY..I would like to remind you two...Dean list only show NAME only..
Maybe you will see my big name, LIM OOI YUAN and MY PHOTO in president list next semester..
Maybe I must double or triple my hardworking in the final lap of my Y2S1..
Maybe I must remember myself:
THEY ARE THE BEST, BEAT THEM AND I AM THE BEST!!

oklah..I will stop here..
Actually I come here and bullshit and crap all the thing out..
Because I am waiting my cloth in the washing machine..
Haha..
Blog again next time..
NIGHT..~ ~ ~

The Kickoff of August

Today is 9th August, sunday..
After 3 months of break..
EPL is back in action..

Today is the kickoff of Community Shield..
between my favourite team, Man Utd vs Chelsea..
The kickoff of the Community Shield also mean that EPL going to start in 1 week time..

As Man Utd die hard fans..I want to watch their match..
I want to watch every match..
But, the aim of myself for this semester is: NO MAN UTD game..
Not because Ronaldo or Tevez move out from the club..
Is because I want to punish myself..
For the fully deserved bad result I got in my last semester..
Really relief because I still passed my exam..

Last semester I watched every Man Utd game..
No matter night or midnight..
So..my sleeping hour reduced..
And I slept in lecture class..
First time in my life I slept(intend) in class..
So..sad case happened..

So, I will never let the history repeat again..
I will never let myself regret for the second time..
So, no Man Utd during study time..
No matter how important the game is..
How interesting the game is..
except semester break or saturday night only..

We must Fail in order to Know..
We must Hurt in order to Grow..
We must Lose in order to Gain..

I failed, I hurt and I lose at last semester..
I know, I grow and I gain from this semester..

KETHES!!! GARRETT!!!
Learn from last semester mistake, failure..
Wake up from your sweet dream..
Get out from comfort zone..
Is time to know, grow and gain..
Remember your promise to yourself at the beginning of the semester..
Don't find excuses for yourself anymore..

Man Utd..prove you are strongest team in the world this season..

Night..

Rain..

Rain..does it mean the sky is crying..??

In hydrology, rain is a type of precipitation and is one of the process in hydrological cycle..

Remember last time..I love to play under the rain, train handball under the rain.. Even now..I also seldom use umbrella during raining time..

I like the feel of rainfall hit on me..the feel is very cool..it is so relax.. enjoying the rain without thinking any other thing..

I like Kiss the rain..

No word can describe this awesome "Kiss the rain"..
My hear is wet by the tear after I "kiss the rain"...
because "Kiss the rain" touched my heart..
It totally express out the feeling in my heart..
Miss her...
Disappointed to myself..
Down..

"Kiss The Rain", a awesome piece from a Korean Pianist, Yiruma

Do we have the right to make decision for other people?

Yesterday, I just got to know that my younger sister also has blogging habit..So, as a caring brother who curious about what my sister wrote in her blog (100% not kepo), I went to her blog and check out...

I founded out that actually she is unhappy or dislike or lost..

She currently pursuing her degree in something like business+accounting (if i am not mistaken) at HELP..But from her blog..she said that she dislike the course she doing right now..So, why would she choose the course from the beginning?

And the answer is the decision making right is not on her hand..the decision making right is on my mum hand..and what make thing worse is: my mum decide to let my sister study this course because of the HELP marketing staff who strongly recommend the program because the marketing staff said the program is very good.

And this is my mum style: prefer to (actually can't said prefer to, should said is always ) listen to other people word and advice rather than her own children except her king of son (not me or my younger brother, I don have elder sister and I am second children of my parent, so is....). While my father is more cincai..he will let us do whatever we want..but the decision making power is on my mum hand..

I went through this stage before..my mum asked me what I want to study( actually she make decision ad)..then I tell her..then she said no and I must go to Civil Engineering..So, I having dilemma in my course during my degree year..I asking myself why I can't choose the course I wanted..but lucky I founded the direction to get out of the jungle..

Now..history repeated..but not on me..is on my sister..

So, is it because they are our parent, they can help us to make decision? Ya..I know..they think for our future..but..did they think whether their children like it? or whether their children suitable in the course or not..

If their children dislike or not suitable in the course, then their children unlimited potential is limited...

So, I think that every people has no right to make decision for other people, whether the fellow is your children, best friend, boy friend, girl friend and whatsoever..except some special case..The only right we have is give opinion..but not make decision for them..

Hope my sister will found the way out of the jungle soon..

p/s: I wrote this post not to blame my parent or anything..Just my point of view only..

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Finally ended

Finally come to the end after a tired day...

Played basketball from 9 something morning until 2 something afternoon...non-stop running up and down in the court...both legs preparing to cramp in anytime...Lucky I trained my stamina and leg few days before the competition..If not..maybe my legs can't cope with the way I run and I can't play till the last match..

My team managed to went through the group stage, with the so called help of another team...And beaten by my senior team...no doubt..the senior team play better than us..

Of course..every game or competition will have win or lose..but kena knockout..of course got little bit disappointed..but we knocked out by a better team..so,I am proud of my team..

"I am sorry"..this is the sentence I really want to said to my team..I did quite a number of mistake..and I did not meet the expectation set by you all...

And I also want to thank all my teammate..as you all didn't blame me when I did mistake. On the contrary,you all give me support..THANK YOU..Thank you for all today unforgettable memory..

Is over for this semester..I have to concentrate back to my study...as final exam coming soon in 5 weeks time...

1st August 2009

Tomorrow is UTAR sport carnival... This edition of sport carnival will be different from previous edition..because I also involve in one of the eight event, basketball. Other event include futsal, netball, tug of war, badminton, table tennis, volleyball and tennis...

Every UTAR campus except Perak campus will send their elite to KTAR...haha..I have the chance to meet with those elite..I have the chance to compete with those elite..

But I think the quality of the game will reduce a bit because UTAR mixed all the event. This mean you can see guy and girl play netball, basketball, futsal, volleyball together..haha..I think you can't find this situation in other tournament because UTAR is the only one...

Tomorrow is the competition..my feeling is..
Not pressure, because all the pressure used up in Hydrology test...
Got a bit kan cheong...
Very eager...
because my desire to get champion was roaring for very long time...
Maybe tomorrow is the time for me to release all the desire that kept for long time..

Believe in myself..
They are strong..but you are stronger when you beat them..
The spirit of 'D' - NEVER GIVE UP!!!

GAMBATEH!!加油!!