31st July 2009

haha..today is last day for July...Finally finished my Hydrology Test at 12pm..but...sirrrrrrrrrr, you are late to class..then you start your story and you give us around 40minutes to answer the test only......

Can you imagine...wo got 3 chapters..Chapter 1 got 747 slides, chapter 2 got 577 slides and chapter 3 got 742 slides....total is 2066 slides to STUDY....and the test consist of 10 questions, 40 minutes to do only....

haha..lucky I woke up at 5am and continue my study....so, I managed to really do 5 questions, simply do another 3 questions and leave 2 question blank....(-.-")..I already did my best..I will not regret!!!!!!

Basketball tournament coming in less than 2 days time..so I continue my training after went back: watch 'Slam Dunk'....haha..this is Iverson D.Yuan style of training...watch 'Slam Dunk' to train my mentality...

I need to gambateh and 加油!!


30th July 2009

Today is thursday, 3 days before this coming sunday UTAR sport carnival...

kancheong? nolah..no kancheong...like normal loh..relax..because everyday I prepare myself ready for the tournament..

pressure? a bit + a bit loh...because of result lah...first pressure is from tomorrow hydrology test..haha.. so far understand a bit of the syllabus only..scare get result teruk.... another pressure is from the tournament..scare get result teruk also...

momentum? very high..because of pressure and high determination..and support from friend-friend sekalian..haha..

So, fellow friend and all UTAR FES-ian, please come to sport carnival, this sunday, venue is KTAR..Malulah FES if FES is the home team, but don have supporterssssss...

Continue gambateh, 加油!!

28 July 2009- Transformation 1

Why I have to transfrom myself..Because the thing that I most worried happened on last saturday..My body can't support me..I have to force my body to support me..
So, after 2 days of recovering period from internal injuries..I can start transform myself.

I wan to transform my body..I wan stronger, more endurance and more durability body..
SO, I made a decision to make gym as my second home before sunday tournament..

The first day of transformation:
-went to gym two times
-use staircase to walk from level 20 to level 3 two times
-use staircase to walk from level 3 to level 20 two times

Freaking tough...almost give up when coming up to level 20 while using staircase..

But..I kenot give up!!


Continue gambateh,加油!!!

Countdown: 4 days


Haha..injured myself..

Recovering from internal injuries..

These injuries result by the transformation of myself..

But due to time limit, I set the recovering period for 2 days..

Today is the last day..

Tomorrow I will start to transform myself again..

Whether I fully recovered or not..

I will continue..

Although is quite suffer, but I think I will get the result I want..


Continue Gambateh,加油!!!!!!!

Sport Carnival!!

Hahaha....yeah!! Can't wait till 2nd of August, UTAR Interfaculty Sport Carnival, which will be held at KTAR..haha...

I am officially UTAR FES basketball team member after went through saturday election...haha... sibeh HAPPY!! Maybe dream can come true in this year..haha...


I am in the first team, out of three FES team. First team = strongest team.. Haha..of course pressure will spike because all the high hope is put on first team..But I think I will like it..because pressure will promise me to be more disipline and better player..because I am quite lazy to train myself unless some pressure is pushing me..

I maybe will be more hardworking, determine to cope with the pressure..haha...


Got test, got homework, got report, got training...

But busy is alway better than boring..


The memory of my secondary school- Part 1

When I was in the secondary school, those senior and teacher alway told me: secondary school life is the best..I don't get the meaning until I leave my secondary school..

SMK LA SALLE Klang, one of the oldest secondary school in Klang, is my secondary school. SMK LA SALLE Klang started in 1946, and until now, it is still stand strong in Klang, provide education to Klang people..

SMK LA SALLE Klang is a guy school. So, except teacher, canteen worker or toilet cleaner, you can't see any girl in my school.

Haha..so, it is not strange if I am girl shy. Because I never went to any tuition before, so my secondary school life is in my school compound only. My record, I think is 4 and a half year I never talk to any girl student except own family members..Haha...imposible? But I can 99% confirm the record is true..I think nobody can break my record...

During my school time, all the teacher in this school are very friendly. Even though they are strict in class, but they are very friendly..I like all of the teacher.. If you ask me who is my most favourite teacher, I would give you three name: Pn. Lim, Pn.Lim and Encik Suhaimi. I really appreciate this three teacher for teaching me and gave me chances. Not forgotten, all the teacher who taught me before...

The memory of my seondary school can be divide into two parts. The first part is Form 1 to Form 3. During the first 2 years, basically my life is just about study only. Nothing interesting happened.

My interesting life in secondary school started when I enter Form 3. I was in the second class, 3E. This is the year where I start to become 'crazy'. During Form 3, the 'kelas terbersih' award will alway go to between two class only, is either my class got it or another class, 3S got it.

Haha.. actually starting we are not fighting for this award. I remembered 3S class teacher like clean environment. She alway ordered the student to clean the class. So, at the begining 3S are the class who alway get the 'class terbersih' award. Then the war was initiated by ME. haha..because everytime I reached the school quite early. I feel bored because need to wait till assemble time. And I look around the class is quite dirty, so I took the initiative to clean the class and arrange the table nicely. Then my friend also help me. Then the next week, the award go to our class.. haha..then the war continue for the rest of the year..

The teacher I most remember during form 3 is my BM teacher, Mr. Harry Tan. He got 1 his own famous slogan: 'budak malang'. When he teaching half way, if got some student running at the corridor, then he will stop, and told us:' tengok budak malang ini, kita jangan ikut dia jadi budak malang macam dia'..haha..when got people din't tuck in the shirt:' he will said, jangan jadi budak malang, masuk baju ke dalam'..haha..

Mr. Harry EQ is very high..he hardly get angry..but when he angry, he only angry for 3 seconds(the most). Remembered 1 time, my class got 1 malay sleeping in the class. Then Mr. Harry ask him to wake up and wash his face. But the malay student refuse to do that. Then Mr.Harry get angry for 3 seconds:

-1st second: he increase his volume and scold the student: bangun!
-2nd second: he used his hand to hit his shoulder very hard
-3rd second: become normal Harry Tan

Then the whole class kept quiet and surprise because this is the first time we saw him so angry. But the way he angry is very FUN!! haha...

The most funny and interesting part is I alway use hokkien and mandarin to kutuk and talk something about him in front of my friend in front of him. Because I thought he is OCBC (orang cina bukan cina), so he won't understand. But my friend found out actually he is not OCBC..haha..then only I understand..why everytime he sure ask me question during the class...

Actually Mr.Harry is my neighbour, stay 3 house away from my house..so he know me also..His lifestyle is very healthy..every morning 6am, he will go to jogging. Then he will wash his car before he go to school. His car, 'QM 4880' body is very shinning and smooth. Then, when around 5pm, he will go to jogging again..

Another teacher who I remember is my sejarah teacher, Mr.Bala. His favourite action when teaching is pull up his pant very high..haha..He really pull his pant until very high...then sometime, when he teaching, he suddenly increase his voice for no reason...then everybody will awake

(To be continue.....)

23rd July 2009

Haha..today is Thursday, is a busy Thursday..haha..of course, I still in happy mood.. hahaha..

Today is the test for Structural Analysis..Yesterday I 'piah' all the tutorial already..so today I can do all the question, hopefully no stupid mistake done by me..the only problem is the time is not enough for me..lucky our sir extended 10 minutes for the test..haha..thank you sir..

Today is my classmate, Tat Ming birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY Tat Ming...So we went to Menara Alpha Jusco KFC to celebrate his birthday..Pity the KFC because we started the cake war, where some of my classmate took the small slice of cake and smash on the face of birthday boy..haha..then birthday boy took another slice of cake and revenge back..haha...I think soon we will blacklisted by Jusco as we also did like that during last time birthday celebration at McDonald..

Coincidently today is Menara Alpha J-card day..but the crowds are a lot but not as much as I ever seen before at Bukit Raja and Bukit Tinggi Jusco,where you need to queue up for 1 hour just to paid the stuff you want to buy..

After that, we went back to Utar as we got Survey Practical at 3pm..we are going to work under hot sun.~~ Today we need to carry out vertical curve...lucky is an easy practical..we managed to finish it around 1 hour..I got a bit sore throat after that..not because of haze..because my group got 1 hyperactive member...haha...

Today is wednesday..

Today is wednesday..I am still happy...

haha...Since I posted the 'Happy' post, so many people ask me: You shifting house is it? haha..I also don't know why you all ask me this question after read the post..

haha..and of course I am the only one who know the secret..and I won't tell you all the secret unitl the right time come...

You all may continue guess my secret, but I won't tell you all whether your guess is right or wrong..even though you ask me..

The only advise to my blog reader : read my blog carefully and read the whole post.. don't just focus on certain paragraph only..haha...

Have a nice guess...You may leave your guess in the comment..


hahaha..I never thought that I can be so happy. I am really happy, happy and happy.. hahah..I can happy until smile to myself all the day.. but I try to control my happiness, to avoid people think I am 'qi siao'...

I am so happy! I am happy because of the size, but I am more happy and happy because of the location..hahaha..The location is very important to me and will influence me a lot..

Haha..of course, the final decision is in my mum hand..

If my mum opt for another decision that opposite to the first choice...I will be still happy, but not as happy as right now..because the location is different as location is important for me... location is important for me... location is important for me...

Then I will find another way to solve the problem.... It is hard and tough. And I must have the confidence in myself..

I wish to extend my happiness till next 2 years...!!!!!! I wish my mum will choose the same choice as I wish...I wish my mum will make the first choice, but I will respect the final decision made by my mum, either first choice or another choice..

Because if the thing is belong to you, it will belong to you..If the thing is not belong to you..don't force yourself to belong it..

MOTHER!! Made the wise and right decision..because your decision will influence me a lot in future...

P/S: edited on 5.30pm, 23rd July 2009

Back to Klang

haha..I am back to Klang after 2 weeks never come back because of test on last Saturday..

but relaxation did not follow me back Klang..


test coming soon, tournament coming soon, assignment due date coming soon, tutorial due date coming soon..

But I am not scare about the challenge..

Because I will make my best preparation for each challenge..

I will study hard..

I will train hard..

I will work hard..

Whenever I completed a challenge..

I know I am 1 step closer to my dream..

Dream will initiate the engine of success..

And let the success fly high..

I am coming, HELL...

Back to 12 years old until now..

8 years pass..

Basketball is still my most favourite sport..

I have won a number of medals in basketball tournament..

I got a MVP medal..

I got bronze and silver medals..

But, none of them is gold colour...

That is the only thing which I haven't achieve..

That is the thing which I want to achieve..

Utar Interfaculty Sport Carnival is on 2nd August 2009..

I registered my name in the basketball team..

This is another chance for me to achieve my dream..

It is not an easy task..

Because I have the chance to meet player from other state..

I will not affraid or scare..

I feel excited..

So, I am going to hell..

I am going to be evil...

I am going to be horror evil..

An horror evil which can determine the win or lose of a game..

So, I am going to give myself a series of evil training..

I must complete the hell journey and transform myself into evil in less than 2 weeks time..

It a short time and it is tough..

But I strongly believe I can finish the journey and transform myself successfully..

Because the biggest enemy is myself..

Hopefully my body can support my desire, spirit..

I beat myself and I will be number 1..


It have been long time I never feel..

so happy, full of spirit, energetic, eager..

Here I come, Hell..~~



wash toilet eventually can't solve any problem..

But it doesn't mean I can't get any solution in toilet..

Don't think too much..

Is not let the right hand or left hand do the job..

Just that I founded calm..

This few days I was so calm..

Think back my past..

Thinking my present..

Think bout my future..

Calm lead me to another world..

Which allow me to look everything from every angle..

Everything is so simple..

And I believe myself choosen the best solution..

Thank you, my friends..

For accompany me walk through this hard time..

Can't Understand!!!

I waiting the answer since long time ago...

waiting..waiting..and waiting...

And today I finally know the answer...

But I am not as happy as I expect...

Because even though I got the answer...

So what...

I don't know the working step...

So, the answer equal to useless...

Then I decided to put this matter aside...

And study for the upcoming Fluid test...

But my concentration distracted by the problem...

So, I stop my study and finding something to do...

Since nobody want to wash the toilet...

Then I decided to wash my house toilet...

Which left unwash for more than 2 months....(we are not dirty or lazy, just some internal problem)

I hope I can figure out some idea when I washing the toilet...

I went into the toilet...

Open tap water...

splash the water on the wall, floor, door, toilet bowl, mirror, basin...

Took the brush...

Brush the wall, floor, door, toilet bowl, mirror, basin...


I used more than 1 hour to finish it...

And I got a conclusion...

The conclusion I get:

Wash toilet eventually can't solve any problem

Sigh..I thought wash toilet can solve the problem...

But it is just a way for me to vent my frustration away...

Is my intelligent not high enough...?

So I can't figure out any idea...

I am back to beginning...!!!

I am not regret for washing the toilet...

Because right now our toilet is super clean...

Perhap can last long another 2 months....

Issue: Math and Science revert back to BM and Mother Tongue language.

Year 2003 onward, the teaching of Math and Science changed into English. And today, Goverment announce the teaching of Math and Science will be revert back to BM and mother tongue language from 2012 onward.

What is this? Change something as their wish. Change something as they like. Did they think of the pity 'Anak Malaysia', which are the victim of their 'experiment'?

Everytime said:" Don't be Kampung Champion. Be World Champion ". Who are sarcastic? BM is national language for Malaysia while English is national language for global.

Year 2003, anak-anak Malaysia go out the Kampung, and start to contact with the world. However, after few years, they don't even walk part of the journey, then they have to take a u-turn, back to Kampung.

So, who will cover the cost of the journey? Malaysian taxpayer!! Is the Goverment thinking that the economic in recession and they have too much money, but don't where to spend the money. So, they splash the money in reverting the PPSMI to stimulate the economic.

Teaching Math and Science in English is a wise move. But the implementation of the move is very very very very very bad. The foundation of the PPSMI is not stable yet, but they continue to build level 1, level 2, level 3 and so on. So, at the end, Goverment decide to destroy the PPSMI, because it is going to collapse.

Waste time, waste money
Malaysia Boleh!!

Think of long run instead of short run
Malaysia Tak Boleh!!


Death should be sad instead of horror..Because it bring the mean of separation..

Last friday, Ms.N was sad. I asked her why. And she told me her grandfather going to die soon because of prostate cancer. I should console her, but at the end I think I maybe made her feel more sad ...

I not a BAD guy!!..normally when I console people, I will ask the people to be happy and don't be sad... But it is imposible for me to ask her don't be sad and be happy because her grandfather going to die...

I knew the feeling of separation between the family member as I have go through before. I knew her feeling right now..But I think she is strong and tough enough to face the truth..

Because of I don't know how to console her, so at I sent this to her:

Sooner or later
You and him will be separate
Because he is going to complete his life routine
Live, old, sick and death
Sick and Death might be scary thing
But he know
His entire family members are standing behind him
Love him
Support him
Care him
Accompany him
He no longer fear anything
Because he have great family members.
Although not much time left
But, don’t be sad
Enjoy every moment left
Between you and him

And I think I should learn how to console people who are going to lose their family member but I don't wish to use it....

Mr. Y answer

Yesterday I was busy with my assignment, runoff in river. It was a tough assignment as the text book and google search can't provide any useful information. I just start my assignment around 11pm because I busy search for information for the past few day.

The time is around 2.30am, I left the last part of my assignment. Suddenly my friend, Mr. Y wanted to share his frustration with me. As his close friend and amateur counselor, I will definitely help him..

This is my answer to you:
Mr.Y , even though we are in the same secondary school, but I really get to know you from last year only. In this 1 year time, I can't said that I fully understand about you, but base on my observation in this 1 year, you are 冲动, 激动, and 做事情没有三思而后行.

Every people have problem. Not only you, I also have problem. But why some people are happy while some are not. The difference between the happy people and the sad people is the way they handle their problem.

I really pity about what you have go through so far. And I am glad to know that you are regretting for what you have done all the time. That is why you are willing to share your frustration and problem with me. You told me you want to go back to your pass and change everything. But if you are given a chance to go back to your pass and you are going to change everything into perfect, then I think you will be more useless compare to now. Why? Everything is perfect, no problem, no stress, no frustration, so you are just like kid. What had pass, just let it pass. Learn from pass and build the future.

As we continue our life, our responsibility, our problem, our stress are also increase. That is why changes are important for us. Changes will allow us to cope our problem. For example: a company started it business in 1950 and have the profit of 100k per annual. Do you think the company will still survive till now if the way the company do business continue remain constant.

So, I think the first thing you should learn is 忍(stand)and control yourself. Because everytime you are so emo, argue and fight with the people around even because of the small thing. Try to talk with the people around you nicely, don't 冲动 and 激动.

I will continue assist you but you must show me and prove me you know how to 忍 and control yourself first.

20 years of my life-Why I am an Utarian?

Today is 1st July 2009, is the first day of second half year of 2009.
This week is week 5, as an University student,
I start entering the busy period of the semester
Where the test, due date of asssignment will come find me soon

Why I choose UTAR for my tertiary level study ?
UTAR, my choice?
Erm...maybe is true..
Allow me to begin my story.

After I finished my SPM, my mum asked me what I want to do?
My answer was I want to study medical and work in hospital emergency department.
Basically my dad did not oppose my idea but he said want to see my SPM result.
But my mum opposed because she dislike the doctor working time.
My mum went to 'tukang tilik' and ask which career is best suit for me.
The 'tukang tilik' said I not suitable in 机械/机器 (engineering)and medical.
Accountant, advertisement designer, marketing are more suitable for me.
Then the topic was on hold until I got my SPM result.

My mum asked me again what I want to do?
Then I gave different answer: Economic.
My mum agree with my choice.
But how come I end up in UTAR, taking Civil Engineering course?
The story haven't end...
Actually from the beginning, my mum planned want me to take Civil Engineering..
Because her friend son taking this course...
So, at the end I registered Civil Engineering in UTAR.
But, according to my character, I will argue with my mum..
If I argue with my mum, I think I already follow my choice..
But I never did that during that time..
This is because of two reasons.
Actually is three reasons. I founded out the last reason during my Y1S2.

The first reason:
Because of myself.
During that time, my mind is thinking:
Civil Engineering? What is that course about? Should I follow my choice?
5 years only.. very fast can graduate ad..
But aunty said the course very hard to study..
So..very hard...? Hard?
"Very hard" attracted me to enter UTAR..

The second reason:
Because she at UTAR.

The third reason which I found out when I lost in jungle:
Because of my grandfather.
Grandfather? Then I need to begin another story...

I had 4 months break after my Y1S1..
I entered Y1S2 and I found out I loss my study mood..
During the final exam period..
I was so stress..I can't concentrated..
And I knew what I studied never enter my mind
And I knew I going to did badly in my final exam..
After end of my exam.. I start to think whether I should continue
Or I should stop and go to my favourite Economic..
Actually I decided to tell my mum until..
Until I reflash back my memory..
I went to the time where I am 17 year old, still study at form 5..
I still remember that time is school holiday..
My grandfather passed away..
On the second day of my grandfather funeral..
I ask my mum something..
and my mum indirectly and accidently tell me..
about my grandfather achievement, history..
I was stunned and can't believe by my grandfather achievement and history..
From that time onward, my grandfather became the person that I respect the most..
I will emulate my grandfather and even overpass my grandfather achievement..
Know my grandfather achievement and history has the pros and con..
It depend on how we see..
My mum place a bet on telling my grandfather history to me...
And I srongly believe my mum will win the bet..

So, becoming as Civil Engineer can be said as my indirectly ambition
Which I almost forgot until I lost in the jungle and found back
So, at the end I never tell my mum about my initial thinking
As I decided to put more effort and hardworking in my new semester study
I found back my old VISION
Work Hard to emulate my grandfather and overpassing him

Although the 'tukang tilik' said that I am not suitable in engineerig field, but I believe that our fate is set by god, but WE are the one who controlling it.