7th Oct 2014

Time flies...


很容易迷失
很容易忘记
很容易牢记

如果
人生拥有reset,这个按扭
人生,会是怎样?
应该,
人生会失去意义
人生会失去价值
因为经不起考验
就没资格去享受失败
更没资格去拥有成功

现在的情况
就好比大学大二,第一个学期一样
无论在心智,心理,实际,实为
都一团糟

是时候了
醒醒
振作起来
我,最多只能做到这样吗?
要坚持自己得信念
我,一定可以杀出一条血路
创造出我的信念

28th sept 2014

Time flies...

Today is 28th day of 9th month in 2014
Just too fast
Flashing back everything
It just like happened on yesterday only
In fact, it's already 3 months time

2 days ago, she ended her summer breaks
And went back to Plymouth
To continue on her final year of master
Sent her a simple blessing message on the night before she take her flight
Really hope that
She could do better in her final years
Could cope well in her project.

So, what next?
At the age of 25
Is this the most I could do?
工作麻醉的了孤单?
盲目工作,也太危险了

得想想办法
想出一个可以封顶的血路

28th August 2014

Time flies....

Is another 28th
Is supposingly shall be our 2nd month
Just that...
It did not hold up to this moment
Perhaps
She did a very right choice and decision at that moment?
Maybe Yes?  Maybe no?
In less than a month time, she will be back to UK to continue her final year.
Unwittingly, time flies
And changes is the constant

Feel great that I am back alive
Feeling calm, rationalised my brain wave
Start to sharpen my focus
Must take my move
No matter how ambitious am I
No matter how great thinking am I
A huge number times with zero is still zero

24th August 2014

Time flies...

Unwittingly, is going to be the end of August 2014
Went through a roller coaster period of my life since the month of Feb 2014
There are uphill moments
There are downhill moments
Frankly speaking, almost beaten down by all of these...

Start to realize
Everything started with a master plan
And throughout the progress of execution towards the master plan
It may not go with what we initial thought of
It has to be included a lot a lot a lot of known factors and unknown factors
These unknown factors cant be avoid
And is very highly unknown
because it could screw up everything thing
However, these unknown factors can be minimize
By including more known factors into consideration
And by going through all of theses
will increase the depth of these known factors
This, regards as EXPERIENCES

Bad habits, will slowly protruding into us
And the speed of protrusion will be increase inversely proportionate to the strength of our mentality
No doubt, during the downhill moments, we do required a lot a lot of supports from our closest members
Such as family members and friends
Sadly to said
I am just to alone
Perhaps, this is my strengths and/or can be my weakness

Fortunately, I founded myself BACK again!
A better me
After gone through these momentssss
Aint going to end, and perhaps never
Keep going
Keep believe to yourself
Keep gaining
Keep stronger and stronger
I surely can do it

At the age of 25
Is TIME
Is TIME
Is TIME
Create my own era
I am the guy, who can create something out of nothing
Create something big
Create something real big
Create something real super BIG

4th August 2014

Time flies...

内心的挣扎
是乎都需靠'忙'
去麻醉自己
一开始
几乎都预计错了
还没开始前,
原以为自己可以撑的住
没想过
杀伤力,远远超越我想象的你

要不
接受我
要不
拒绝我
得到的
却是个
先接受,后拒绝
妳的心里
我真的像不透 =X

又会是一个想念妳的夜

28th July 2014

Time fliess..

Happy Raya Aidifiltri
As usual, a 2 days holidays for all the malaysian.
Back from random melaka trips
And I thought I could feel better
Yet, no improvement when compared with that of previous days

28th
Its suppose to be a remarkable date for me and maybe her
Yet all the good memories did not happen
And it turn out to be an adverse version of my good and sweet dream
I touched her heart and did not touch her heart
Perhaps, everything is just a dream between me and her..
Frankly speaking, I am thinking of her every day and night
More time needed to fade out everything?
I really have no idea...
Is it I really couldn't do anything to get everything right on track?

Kinda not very smooth in this 2-3 months
Works delaying
My house delaying
My Project 02 delaying
Feeling shits

Wake up
Wake up
你,最多可以做到这样吗?

19th July 2014

Time fliesss..

Coming to the end of mid of month of 7th in 2014.
Real fast...

Left the one little corner, letting me to express myself to myself
No doubt and never doubt
One of most down moment at this moment
Even more down compared with that of previously, seriously... =X
Just when I thought, everyone thought that the fairy tale is starting and going to continue on
It stopped nowhere out of sudden

Knowing the truth inside her heart
Perhaps, I do only exist in her virtual world
Whereas in the real world, I'm just an excess to her, a real excess
Until I just cant say any word out of it.

You are saying that you believe that the happy life is always do what you like
But to be honest, I don't really feel that you are having a happy life as you thought of and desired for
You are living in a virtual world, that you keep evading problems, creating some fakes situation to yourself
And to making yourself believe that your world is a beautiful world.
You probably can go to do whatever you wanted to do
Without caring on anything,
Be sincere and ask yourself: are you very happy?
I just cant feel that you are happy with your life despite you keep telling me that you are happy
It just an imaginary that created by you to make yourself happy
I wouldn't tell this to you
Because who am I to you?

Don't worry, I wont hate you despite after all
I still making you as my friend
Not because of I like you
But is because of I'm Ooi Yuan

路人甲的使命
Mission completed
Live on
Live on
Live on
Time is running and is fast
Don't waste time

25th April 2014

Time flies..

Is been long long long long time since the last I post anything at here.
Pheww..
Terribly busy schedule i having since stepping into year 2014

Diversifying into multiple roles:
Starting from normal fresh graduate in July 2012
Slowly developing and shaping until up to date
From C&S Engineer & draughtperson (the most basic role),
to senior, project manager, architect, SO, son, grandson.......
and sometime 路人甲
lol...
Of course,
it may seems tiring
but its quite challenging and fun
as I get to learn and learn and learn as much as I could
Stay strong
Get stronger
Be strongest!

Is 25th april, 20-day after my 25th birthday
Just wondering where is my postcard?
Sent by an future architect, from Plymouth, UK
Quite surprising.. lol..
And Thanks for the surprise. =)

Tomorrow shall be the day of 8 day 8 night trips to taiwan with my uni mates.
Is going to be another great trip after the last we had in 2 years back.
lol.Safe flight and safe trip